&i dont believe in happy ever afters.
oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
off to NTU! hope surf and sweat will be fun(:


fate.

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Saturday, February 21, 2009
I love how xiong is always able to bring us back together.
I dont want to lose all these friendships i have with all of you.

tracy's 9feb post makes me miss all of you so much.
A3, 36, cheer <3

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
My first toss to hands(:

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Monday, February 16, 2009
PE was like great today, cos i didnt get to run at all. it's not that we dont need to, but i just refused. i'm really scared that i'll just faint while running, since we have to run 4 rounds in all. so mr lim told me to the exercises, which i enjoy doing ALOT (: i dont mind trading my runs for all of the exercise! i did 60 crunches, 55 pushups, 50 jumping jacks, 20 flutterkicks, and 15 tuck jumps. =D damn fun!

and the parent's letter alvin lim wanted, my mum said, just wait till he ask again, and she'll write it in chinese. haha.

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Saturday, February 14, 2009
it's vday today!
but i've been playing with my psp, and watching super junior on youtube for the entire day.

stuck at home. zzz

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Monday, February 09, 2009
XIONG IS GONE.

i kept crying this few days. arghh. can you believe it? i cried like 4 times on friday. OMG. looking at the scrabook for him, and during cheer trainings. i cant control my emotions at all.

just came back from the airport, sending xiong off. i thought i wont cry at all. taking photos, watching the guys taupok, and laugh. but the HUG just made me burst into tears. jo and cat both cried because of me. haha.

there's so many things i miss because of xiong:

> meeting up at kovan mrt and taking turns to be late for all outings.
> the long, tiring and lonely trips from kovan all the way to ntu at boonlay.
> the bored games trio.
> the jackets xiong always lend me.
> the gummy sweets he always buy from cheers/7-11.
> his very cute and unique hair.
> walking and suddenly the knee give way.
> the typical xiong smile.
> the imba base.
> gih's gay partner.
> the very natural and pro camwhore-er.
> his encouraging words and texts
> the times we went through during competitions.
> the one 24/7 playing dota.
> SKP prince.

you are very very very very missed. take care (:

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Friday, February 06, 2009
overcome my fears. i want to, badly.

just flip. omg. clear those stupid thoughts.

hope next training will be a good one, although it wont be the same with xiong not around anymore.

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Thursday, February 05, 2009
school's boring, but my beloved physics tcher mdm hoh, make school like so much more fun. physics was boring as usual, and nobody could keep themselves awake, and guess what? mdm hoh told ask to stand up and walk round the classroom 5 times. haha. it was dumb, and in the end we walked around the school =D

only this small little things make school life abit better. haha.

walked around far east with xiong and gih. getting presents. i think im really old, my back hurts like shit when i walk too much, and it's damn bad. what if 5 years later, I'M ON A WHEELCHAIR! omg. time to see a doctor.

and seriously, guys hair look the same!!! how can 5 guys have the exact same hairstyle! lol.

and training tomorrow! SHIOK =D

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Sunday, February 01, 2009
went to lian's house to 'bainian' on ytd =D one of our first class gatherings? haha. talk cock there, played uno stacko, and lian taught us a new game, NERDS. had fun.

tawan came with geek specs, so we tried =D







had some world-famous legendary western food below his house. it was normal la. haha, but they have a very cute mash potato. (:


cute! i thought it was some icecream =D

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